If only I had shown how much I cared,

If only I had my feelings to you bared,

If only I had shown true concern,

Life wouldn’t have taken this nasty a turn;

If only I’d been truthful,

to you and to myself

Life would have been a journey far more beautiful;

If only I had another chance,

I’d break my silence and dance,

To celebrate the love ... that is mine…that was yours…

But alas, fate threw its cards on the table,

And I was cruelly woken up from my own fable…

There it lies in my eyes…the story of my love…Untold and unheard

The love I betrayed,

The love that reality did not portray,

My love, like yours, isn’t my life,

It is darkness beyond penetration,

Anger much beyond frustration,

My love isn’t my life……..

It’s simply hell…in all its glory….