Faux-pause XXXXX!

           It was one of those typical evenings before exams...incessant messaging wishing people "gud luck" in the most innovative ways...{One of them actually comparing the memory of students writing the exams  the next day to Ghajini's memory..blank after 15 minutes !}despite acute shortage of time..In between these silly forwards were bitchy conversations targeted at the audacity of VTU to put 'young,budding,minds' [like ours;) ]through such atrocious crap called "EXAMS":D...[marathon bitching about exams becomes a way of life in engineering...in any UG course for that matter:P]Anyway I was in the middle of one of these conversations when I missed my friend sooo much that I told her..'come off rashu!lets do a train dance on the last day of exams...Let Mu lead us since he's someone endowed with people skills!'All she did was giggle after which we said gunnyt and went back give an audience to our books .

          The last day of the monstrous exam series finally dawned upon us and we were all soo happy that we were clueless about what to do next!I was standing in the corridor chatting away to glory when Rashu and Mu came marching by in all smiles and a great deal of confidence in their strides and roared 'Lets Go!!'

         At first i thought they were joking...turns out they weren't...!!My stupid idea actually inspired them to run around the whole damn college!!I comfortably backed out but Mu..a leader that he is convinced me to do a simple train dance around the Library katte..I must say I was pretty embarrased!But more than that I was soo let down by me!!!Instead of doing what my crazy heart told me to..I simply stuck by the rules of stupid-boring-social etiquette!!!!Another faux-pause in the list of innumerable faux-pauses!!

        I promise you Mu and Rashu..the next time we meet up...we'll go for a train dance![for having given itna saara bhav for my stupid idea!]And this time I wont care even if the Princi's looking at me!!!

I always thought my thinking and my way of life was way more complex than any normal human being's...Well..who doesn't love to exagerrate?!;){See..even the blog starts with an 'I'..I'm not Narcissistic though:P }I thought I'd take days to just think back on the life I've led so far!Ironically,I found two words that perfectly described my existence on earth so far..! FAUX-PAUSE! I've always been afraid to take up new undertakings wondering if I'll end up in a socially embarassing situation!!Turns out 'embarassment' is my loyal companion!So wherever i go...whatever I do it's promised to always follow me{ unlike my mobile network which has irritated very many over the years}!Pausing the faux is what I've done all my life and thus paused every opportunity that presented itself before me for so long that it eventually got bored and knocked someone else's luck!But all that's going to change...It'll take sometime for me though..but I'm going to make sure I don't chicken outta anything anymore!!!!!This blog is an account of my life till date...{Which is obviously filled with THE most embarassing situations}I figured if one can laugh at them...one can overcome them!turns out its pretty easy!;)so here's my new journey on an old life ..ironically d path is the virtual .but still an  addictive one;)