Saturday, February 26, 2011

Scarred and Scared

The curtain between reality and pretense
Is thinning away, faster than I could've fathomed.
The knocks have been getting louder;
Haunting and nettling its way into my world.

Unaware of what I see and I don't.
Of what I love and what I like.
I am a stranger to myself,
Uncomfortable in my own solitude.

My conscience is stripped to its threadbare,
Stripped of all the trinket like morality.
This is no zephyr,but a gale,
Probing its way like a needle heartily.

Help me, I say to the stranger within me,
Afraid to confide in a comrade,
The stranger simply stares at herself,
Helpless and scared, a ghost without an aide.